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Bloooomington [Tuesday
August 22nd 8:39pm]
I started IU yesterday. I really dont know what to say other than its going to take alot of getting used to. I like my dorm so far, but my roommate hasn't moved in yet so who knows. All I do know is.

1 I'M HOT
2 I'M FUCKING HUNGRY.
3 I DO NOT UNDERSTAND FINITE MATH
4 I MISS MY MOM LIKE HELL AND IM A BIG ENOUGH PERSON TO ADMIT IT.

one love,
kt.
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So, hey boyfriend [Friday
March 31st 11:17am]
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v200/head1stforxhalos/derrickkosinski.jpg

Let's get dirty


HOW IN THE HELL DO I POST PICS ON LIVEJOURNAL?

ANYONE ANYONE.
[ 2 ] CMNT.

. [Wednesday
March 22nd 11:54pm]
Adam got arrested, I am sorry if I am not talking to you right now. I love you and I value your incredible frienships, I JUST CANT TALK ABOUT IT.

please respect that.

grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
the courage to change the things I can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.
[ 1 ] CMNT.

this is the first day of my life. [Sunday
March 19th 7:51pm]
Adam wants things back to normal. I have no clue what I want. I feel like this break thing could really streghthen our relationship, and plus that I've been doing alot of independent soul searching. It breaks my heart to tell him I don't want everything back to normal right now. But I do know I want it back; sometime, just not today.

Any day but today?

I heard it is supposed to snow 5-10 inches on the first day a Spring, damn looks like karma's a bitch.
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East South Street. [Saturday
March 18th 2:16am]
So basically Brandon and I went on quite the adventure tonight. In the time span of an hour we managed to get lost Dowtown because we were looking for a street that did not exist, Sing Rent at the top our our lungs, witness several drunk drivers (including one that decided to go ahead and turn left on red), get lost somemore, help the poor, almost get capped, and just have fun.

Wow, who'd of thought?

Poor Sophie is in Thespian hell right now. I feel sorry for her.

In other news,

there is this boy, who is basically adorable.

<3 <3 <3
CMNT.

Stolen from Chelsie, brilliant idea. [Thursday
March 16th 10:24pm]
-- List ten things you want to say to ten people but know you never will.
-- Don't say who they are.
-- Feel free to comment, but I'm not confirming or answering anything.
-- Never discuss it again outside of this post.

10. I don't think you can possibly fathom the roller coaster ride of emotions you put me through, but I can sure as hell confirm that it wasn't for nothing. I've spent 2 of the most exciting years of my life with you. Lets never forget that.

9. It takes two to Tango, baby.

8. STOP FUCKING TOUCHING ME YOU SICK PERVERTED MANIAC. GET A LIFFFEEEE

7. Clean, not lean. (biatch)

6. I really enjoy being around you, you are just a littlee toooo overwhelming for me sometimes.

5. FOR THE LOVE OF GOD JESUS ALLAH AND BUDDHA, THINK FOR YOURSELF YOU YUPPIE BITCH.

4. What the fuck happend between us, Tip: friends aren't one time use only.

3. I think you are quite possibly the cutest boy I have been around in a really long time. You make my heart go pitter-patter everytime you walk into the room, dreamboat.

2. I have so much fun with you, sometimes you just seem way too flighty and apathetic.

1. I hope you're happy.
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I hate coming up with subject lines. [Thursday
March 16th 9:42pm]
So basically this weekend is going to be terrible.

Under any normal circumstances, it would be incredible that my dad is going away for the entire weekend. But due to the fact that Drama Club is raping me of my friends and I'm a lonesome little girl, I'll be spending a fun-filed weekend alone with this party-fun-awesome-big-house completley empty.

Feel special?

you bet!

I can't even convince Adam to come hang out with me. I bet he'll feel bad whent he rapist and killers break in a murder me while I was sleeping peacefully at night or something.

AND TO TOP IT ALL OFF.

My mother is completely dead-set on making me her designated driver for her St. Patricks Day drinking fest tommorow night.

Could this weekend possibly get any fucking better.
CMNT.

hang up and you call right back. [Wednesday
March 15th 11:14pm]
Why is it that the Schwanns man, Tottinos pizza rolls, and Little Debbie have formed a wicked evil coalition dead set and single-handidly making me the most obesse person to ever walk the face of the planet?

Just. a. thought.
CMNT.

Poision oak and some boyhood bravery. [Wednesday
March 15th 8:38pm]
New html. woot!

I found out yesterday there is a very good chance Aidan could be coming home in two months. I really hope he does, I miss him alot. I feel like I don't even know him anymore, like I've just lived the past two years of my life without a brother and even kind of forgot I had one.

Latley, I don't have much of a life. Weekends have been really slow and agonizingly boring.

I cannot wait until college. I cannot wait until college. I cannot wait until college. I cannot wait until college.

I wonder if anyone even takes me seriously anymore. It's weird, but I'm feeling like no one does. Now I'm wondering if I was not me but a person that had to deal with me, if I would even take me seriously. Probably not. What a goof.

My fucking cd player in my car is KILLING ME! I nnneeeeeedddd music when I drive because when I don't have it I am reminded of how badly my car needs work.

The weather today was absolutely IDEAL. beautiful sunshine, beautiful clouds, nice breeze, oohh yeah. Now the stars are even beautiful. how exciting. Spring? is that you!

I think I am going to start updating this more. I really like it.

<3
CMNT.

[Monday
February 27th 12:21pm]
Ok, so basically the only reason I am even writing this is to spare myself from anwsering 1,000 different questions from 1,000 different people. YES, Adam and I have decided it would be better for us to see other people and NO. We aren't mad at eachother. It's simply a break, or a test of our relationship I guess you could say. Well I mean, whatever it is it kinda sucks alot. Like how in the hell can I expect myself after 2 and a half years of being invovled to suddenly enter back onto the dating scene like its an old friend? It's basically like I can't even remeber how to conduct myself without having someone there for always.

and no, I probably don't want to talk about it.

and please don't try and set me up.
CMNT.

When the president talks to god... [Tuesday
January 31st 1:16pm]
UPDATE.

Bad.
day.
I
would
like
to
go
home
now.
Maybe
drink
some
cyanide.
Maybe
even
mixed
with
Kool-aid
for
kicks
ya'
know.
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I may not have been that long but it felt like a lifetime.. [Friday
January 20th 10:29am]
*Massive sigh of relief*

IU here I come...
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so, how DO you measure a year? [Wednesday
December 21st 10:36am]
Last day of the important part of Senior year.
wow, how fast did this go by?

it seems like just yesterday I was stepping of a bus in Bloomington with Adam Sophie Brandon and Maggie, all warm and summer like, now it's almost 2006.

GOOD FUCKING RIDDANCE 2005.

although, the friendship aspect of this year was rather awesome. The any and all other parts of it were not.

heres to another 525,600 minutes,
Katie.
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It's kinda like jail..only theres light and heat. [Thursday
December 15th 11:14am]
2 hour delay
woot.
CMNT.

the smack of my Juicy Fruit. [Wednesday
December 14th 10:15am]
I am sooo over school today.

Generally, my work ethic is really strong, and I'd usually be preparing for my seminar next block, not today my friends, not today.

I have finals coming up, and also a newspaper deadline thats driving me absolutley insane. I've basically decided that without me at the meetings, newspaper crumbles to the fucking ground and disenegrates! The first meeting before a deadline that I am forced to miss comes, and everything goes totally haywire. Hmmm.. Fuck. Starting immediatley after christmas break I'm taking a hell of a lot more control over the entire situation, hints the name "student paper".

On a completley unrelated subject, I think I have solved the great mystery of why in the fuck Americans can't legally smoke marijuanna. It's not because the government cares about us, in the least bit, we can buy guys at Wal-Mart for fucks sake! It's not because the government is scared of a national addiction or anything, cigarettes and alchohol are totally legal. It's because the government wants Americans to become addicted to THEIR drugs, not ones that come from poor countries like Mexico and Columbia. They want us to see a commerical on TV for Prozak or Paxil, and have one of the 30 symptons that the commerical boasts. Then, they want us to go to our doctor who will write us a subscription to said medication; which could ultimatley lead to us actually becoming depressed, thus jumpstarting the vicious cycle all over again. Did you know that taking Paxil or Prozak without having an actual chemcial imbalace of seretonan in the brian could actually drastically increase the chances of someone commiting suicide? GEE DOC, DON'T THINK TWICE BEFORE ASSUMING SOMEONE HAS A CHEMICAL IMBALANCE SIMPLY BECAUSE THEY SAY THEY ARE FUCKING SAD. What a joke, what a pile of shit. Basically our government would rather get people addicted to a drug that could result in their sucide than legalize marijuanna, the most harmless of drugs that there is.

fuck.
CMNT.

snape kills dumbledore? NOO YOU noo you. [Tuesday
October 11th 9:50am]
Okay.

This weekend was virtually amazing.

First, On friday I had to work untill 8, were Adam met me at Roly Poly action and we ventured up to Carmel to catch Johnny's CD RELEASE SHOW! Seeing as how I was too tired to even exsist after the party, and I had SAT's early the next morning, I promptly went home and retreated to my bed. BUT, adam being the sly puppy that he is, decided to stay up untill 5 am drinking crown and diet coke and smoking all the weed. HEH.

Ok so Saturday I wake up at a brisk 6am and make my way to Warren Central High School were I sat for 5 hours taking the most hellacious test of my natural born life. It was easy though, kinda. I got home, picked up some Arby's curly fries, and hopped in a much needed shower. I headed to my dad's because Tommy Herrington AKA the wanteds www.myspace.com/thewanteds was getting ready to come over to my house to play a super special late birthday garage show for me and several others. He arrived about 5 were me, adam, nate, kelly, sophie, and other straglers sat around talking for several hours. He played, and it rocked my socks off. Realz. After he played, we went to a house party in Greenfield where there was lots of irreputable activites going on. I can home, crashed, and was in love.


Sunday we woke up and went to the Blueberry Hill Pancake house for breakfast. I basically enjoyed laying around all day and eating some cheese pizza goodness.

Finals this week..

lets go for two awesome weekends in a row.

KBYE
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I guess it's just the most comfortable place. [Tuesday
October 4th 10:17am]
Small update time..

This weekend I went to IU with Adam and Sophie. We met up with Brandon, and walked around campus a little bit. IU is an amazing college, and Bloomington seems like it would be a really interesting place to live.

I really want to go there now..

Speaking of colleges and such.

I take the SAT this Saturday.
wish me luck as I begin the stupid ignorant test that will probably somehow effect the rest of my life.

Sunday me and Adam went to Cincinnati..

we visited the zoo and sat in a gay bar.

good times.

Work: tonight.

off: tommorow.

work: thrursday

work: friday

Saturday: (SAT in the AM)

Sunday: who knows


COME ON HALLOWEEN..!!

:-)
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[Sunday
September 18th 10:43pm]
Adam is reallly sick..

I just got back from taking him to the Imediate Care Center, and he has somekind of virus.

He got a note that said he had to stay in bed and 'bed rest' and couldnt go back to work for a few days...

I'm really worried about him because he had a pretty high fever, and now I'm starting to feel kind of sickely myself..


woe.
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easy like Sunday mornin [Thursday
September 15th 9:39pm]
WOW I FEEL LIKE SHIT.

PHYSICALLY
not really mentally..

i have a strain on my neck the size of a base ball..

and my entire food intake for the day consisted of a half bag of bbq chips..

malnurishment?

probably.
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good good good good vibrations. [Wednesday
September 14th 9:04pm]
To whom it may concern:

I'm very sorry if i have neglected you. any of you. You have to understand the absolute insanity that has been my life over the last couple of weeks. Please don't give up on being my friend, i still love all of you.

Now that thats done..

RECAP TIME!

-Got a tattoo
-Had an insanley fun birthday!
-"Watched office space" Several times
-GOT A JOB AT ROLLY POLLY ON 96TH STREET
-renevous with some ghosts.
-got an IPOD!
-Cried, laughed, sweated, peed my pants, and stepped in a grave, all in the same night
-missed everyone who went off to college
-missed everyone i havent had a chance to see in a long time
-went to jimmy buffet
-went to OB DUB BABBBY
-learned how to deep fry boca chicken patties
-had a kick ass life


Please excuse the dispicable out of orderness of all of that
I'm definatley a scatter brain
but I love life.

The End!
Katie..
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